Well...summer has finally arrived, and once again I am unemployed and feeling extremely down on myself. :( A year ago I graduated from HS with plans and a direction in life, and now I feel like they've all died. Art School, College, traveling, all seem like distant dreams right now, and it could just be my natural-born pessimism which I've had throughout most of my life. Anyway, after some good, well thought out thinking and attention to where the world around me is headed, I'm actually just considering to escape to Europe and be a vagabond for a while..... I don't know. Being free from childhood is alot harder than I thought it would be. Hav